life - never static

Website JKNK had never been on my list until the transfer thing... So yes, it's confirmed... I dont know how to describe my feeling... 5 years of working, tipu la klu cakap xde kesan ape-ape... Macam tak sangka akan melangkah pergi dengan tiba-tiba... It rained heavily on 20th November when i walked to Wisma & gave the form by hand... Little did i know it marked the beginning of new life... Walaupun boleh dijangka, Takde sape yang tahu dengan pasti apa yang akan berlaku esok lusa sebab manusia hanya merancang, tapi yang menentukannya adalah Allah... & tak sangka pun hati akan condong ke arah klinik kesihatan - my friend's word "hati kita milik Allah. Hari ni boleh kata suka, esok lusa, boleh kata jemu" is true... it was a state of Allah membolak balikkan hati, really... i used to think that it's boring to dispense all the common medicines tapi that's the place that i'm heading soon... i love night shift/pm shift - luar waktu kerja, i could pay bills, i can 'buat ape yang patut' dengan a place that i call home @ kuarters, i have time to hang out with beloved friends.. Time kerja, my last night shift memang best... Adrenaline rush & never ending workloads & good PRPs- it was fun! Recalled almost all types of antivenom, which i took times to do literature review before submitting the KPK application, move backward & forward from in paient to out patient & one of PRP calling for rescue at wee hours of morning(lawak bila boleh terfikir untuk panggil rescue time night shift=) & so on... I doubted if i'll ever meet antivenom/ any injection yang canggih-canggih / TDM case pagi-pagi buta ( i like TDM jugak- when i was floating, calculation had always been my temporary stress reliever tapi sekarang, my knowledge are obsolete)... i like the NST round - it was a 'reality check' on patients' progression & the members- suka buat lawak... Galenical gave me the feeling of working at clinic since i can count the number of staffs & at the end of the year, i estimated the usage for the raw materials.. DIS had exposed me to many things - from management side ( i would never know what's a proforma actually is if i dont work at DIS, reten compilation, PRPs) and the daily job scope side... Answering questions are fun, sometimes (provided tak terlalu complicted sampai tak jumpa jawapan) & the 'rescue' thing gave me a break from staring at the computer continuously... I mean, DIS are versatile - paper & people-oriented work at the same time but i dont do the same routine everyday (minus KPK/cuti - most of the time kerja harian unpredictable depending on the situation - thus i learned how to prioritize & if possible, never delay work sebab time heavy workloads, banyak pulak tak settle... & DIS usually involve communication with almost every department , hence, walaupun just berada di satu tempat, it cover banyak benda actually... & the only reason i used to be bored time kerja kat OPD maybe because i'm the operator! Jadi pegawai yang screen prescription & almost all prescription yang perlu di query kna shoulder sorang/time PRP helpful, they help - muntah hijau jadi operator & at that time, budget baru je kna potong.. Thus, i got "you jual hospital la klu duit takde " bila confirm - that one memang diingat sampai hari ni....