relex smile: the recovery

i'm one of the complicated patient who can only read on Day 9! the first day, my eyes sting a bit (pedih, blur) & teary at night (akak yang baru buat relex smile masa pegi follow up , mata dia dah berair lepas sejam dua buat surgery but not me!).. maybe reaction depend pada patient jugak kot... 2 nd day afterwards, mata pedih bila apply vigamox but i know its function(antibiotic boleh jadi prophylaxis/boleh elakkan infection), so i continue medication without any doubt.. my vision seemed static for the first week, not much improvement.. everything was foggy & blur, i cant even read the medications box (being a pharmacist, i'm used to study mechanism of action of every medicine that i take, not to mention its possible side effect & just see the brand name alone is frustrating ( of all the details, the band name was the largest !)... that means, i cant read book, not to mention message or whatsapp or tv.. so, imagine a life like that - almost blind,surely it ws abweek of excruciating pain for me! Lucky my sisters helped whenever i need to message/whatsapp anybody regarding works.. oh, almost forgot to inform that wearing old(previous) spectacle worsen the vision( lagi x nampak) , nak buat new spectacle, power xstabil lagi so useless klu buat pun, malah cari penyakit free klu buat sebab power yang xsesuai hanya akan memburukkan keadaan (pening/sakit kepala dll).. so all i did was sleep the whole day, wishing for speedy recovery.. panicked? of course! i expect just two or 3 days to recover (ambik cuti lebih tu untuk standby kot2 xfully recover tapi look like i utilised all the 11 days off from work just at home, staring at the blurry images.. rasa macam dunia gelap seketika sebab xleh buat ape-ape... sungguh, nikmat penglihatan adalah anugerah terindah! dengan nikmat penglihatan tu, macam-macam aktiviti boleh buat (dengan selesa).. & talking about 'blind', perhaps the best ways to kill time for muslim is remmbering god (zikir/anything else that you think is best for you)... i remember the day i went for follow up, an auntie who just finished her relex smile procedure bribg along 'tasbih' & kept using it while waiting to see the doctor.. i'm not saying that you should 'menunjuk-nunjuk amalab' but maybe, this gave rough idea what to do when you think you are at the bottom... & talking about follow up, i also met an auntie who came alone, regret because nobody helped to take videos.. plus her vision still blurry, it was hard for her to call her family member to fetch her.. & she doesnt even know if the naturale tears was empty (serius x nampak ade ubat lagi ke x walaupun solution tu clear!). & that means it's better to come with somevody to assisst you in anything... boleh je berdikari tapi susah sikit klu vision x improve lagi..