friday ramble

Living in uncertainties, i ponder over my life(past few years)... never thought that i actually had lots to be grateful... Even the smallest & simple thing that i always take for granted -yang memang biasa pun dirasakan besar nilainya...Sayang, tapi perancangan Allah itu lebih indah... If i failed, at least the number one lesson that i learn is gratitude... If i succeed, then it's time to move on... Perhaps something greater & brighter awaiting me... New adventure, new challenge & i'm back to square one, start from zero... It may seems boring, but who says it has nothing to offer? My favourite word will be " Boleh jadi kamu benci sesuatu padahal ia baik bagimu... & boleh jadi kamu suka sesuatu padahal ia buruk bagimu"... Maybe yang kelihatan indah itu buruk for me - after all, rahsia yang ghaib & tersembunyi itu di tangan Allah.. Perhaps, moving on itu menyelamatkan dari musibah yang tidak kelihatan? all in all, the result: less than a month or maybe shorter than that & i should prepare mentally & physically for any outcome... Since it's just a short period of time & i think, the rumour spread very fast , tak kisahla if everybody know... My own statement lagi reliable...