larger than life

never feel grateful - the fact that doctor gave me 2 days MC & tomorrow is public holiday - blessed enough to be able to sleep & rest... seriously, never occur in my mind to suffer this i-feel-so-severe-last-night-till-i-want-to-be-hospitalized-if-this-condition-persist... temperature decided to spike up& my body react badly with antibiotic... it's strange, i rarely took antibiotic but this time, my condition refuse to be better with 2 course of antibiotic... and the 'paling tak tahan part' is,  when i maximize the function of mini towel to do tepid sponging,  the water decided to dry instantly & the towel feels hot... and to make it worse, i shiver not long after that, with the fan at its minimum power... no need to mention about the body, though.. it was that bad till i want IV medications for rapid relief but, it was 3am & i wont disturb my friends at that wee hours of morning! took panadol aggressively(QID) but not much improvement...  having face this torment, i regret refusing vaccination simply because i'm afraid of needle... i swear, if my condiion didnt deteriorate,i'll get myself vaccinated soon...once is enough to prove that 'kesihatan adalah nikmat terbesar yang patut disyukuri'... never suffer to this extent,  so i had vague idea before on the importance of vaccination... last, but not least, i wish that i'll be better without any serious complications...