it's my own choice

It had been 3 months... Some asked me how's clinic? My answer - as usual... The major difference is multitasking... At least for someone who used to work at major hospital, methadone in the morning, quit smoking service, dispense, counselling or supposed-to-continue MTAC need multitasking... Not to mention the monthly routine - 'reten' or any unexpected tasks... & it's back to basic diseases - dengue, DM/Hpt/other chronic diseases... Without experience in major hospital, i think i'll easily fall into the pharmacist turn PPF trap because the knowledge that i gained in previous years (outpatient, galenical, TPN & DIS) proved to be useful... so, my credit goes to all my 'teachers' in HRPZII, either directly or indirectly., be it big boss, bosses, pharmacists or pharmacist assisstants.. & also, i'm thankful to those who continue to help me especially when i asked something that i have no expertise/ had little knowledge in certain areas/field... like i said before, knowledges are infinite.. Lifestyle-wise, i dont think it need further elaboration - paying breakfast/lunch half than what i pay in KB, escape from being the only creature in the house, gain new friends ,new environment (beach/ calm atmosphere in a village near the river) - it's a calm life...

the riddle of MH 370

it need no introduction - how a big aeroplane vanished in thin air without any trace & still missing...remains a mystery ... i cant imagine the feeling of the people whose loved one 'gone without any trace' together with the plane... i mean, if someone perform umrah/ hajj, at least we know the risk - berisiko untuk 'pergi' samada dipijak semasa tawaf/berebut2 kucup jhajrul aswad/ certain diseases/ maybe problem di tengah jalan - weather/any other constraints... but in this case, i think, most people dont expect something will happen... they didnt have a proper farewell & assume that it's just a normal journey & they will reunite with them soon...but if it's a tragedy, then in a blink they lost their beloved one .. unexpected, beyond their imagination... surely devastating isnt the right word to describe their feeling... however, i love the phrase from Kapten Norudin Abdul Majid , a true 'profesional islam', " di mana sains berakhir, di situ kuasa Allah bermula...& hanya ada 2 cara untuk menemui mereka iaitu doa orang-orang soleh & doa ahli keluarga kerana mereka lebih beremosi"... dead or alive, his words symbolize 'kebergantungan kepada Allah dalam apa jua hal'..

CINTA HIGH CLASS

i read Cinta High Class & Cintaku Kerana Agamamu but i'm well aware that nowadays, it's quite rare to meet those that still having faith in 'Cinta High Class'... & i'm lucky to meet few of them & the recent one is my current hangout mate ... strictly no dating, approach through third party, method of communication, if important, through sms & whatsapp... & how she have faith in her future husband? her answer is simple -"leave it to Allah. if the path is easy(dipermudahkan), then she believe that her soulmate was given by god... & she opposed the idea of being madly in love before marriage because for her, 'keberkatan kurang jika bercinta sebelum kahwin'...guess, that's true - sampai masanya, segalanya dipermudahkan... soulmate is a complicated riddle that one cant simply answer it's 100% certain until it's over..

R.A.N.D.O.M

people say my current clinic terletak di hujung dunia... i say, it's strategic.... dekat d engan tok bali/ the - xtau-bila-nak-siap-portokbali & kuala besut.. breakfast/lunch was cheap, half than what i pay at kb... at times, kuala besut was my destination for some refreshment after work & of course, nearest groceries source located in terengganu too (tapi still x jejak kaki lagi!)... not to mention the famous megi ketam / ikan bakar - tapi tak terfikir nak pegi cari pun... maybe because i can be considered as local(for the time being), tak heran lagsung dengan semua tu ... in term of work, for me, clinic is different.. the same goes to the challenges! come what may, since it's my own choice, i wont regret!

mission accomplished!

it had been quite a long time since i joined any marathon/walkhaton/ similar activities... & this time, it was more to enjoy walking with KB Mall/tesco/tune hotel as background pictures... the last time i got prize in marathon/walkathon was more than 10 ago... thus, i dont aim for any prize (it require hardwork & intensive training to stay fit!), just want to walk & enjoy with friend... i mean, it would be strange if i just walk across the Sultan Yahya Petra bridge in normal days... this is the only chance & it's fun!

down memory lane

addicted to late night's drama when i should & have to wake up early in the morning & continue the usual routine... the same place with different scenario & who would have thought that our decision to live in separate house was a blessing in disguise? despite the boring feeling when i live alone, sometimes i enjoy the tranquility of having a 'house' that can be considered safer than outside... maybe there were histories of few break out, but then, i was never harmed or met the culprits face to face - they just left signs of broken house through windows & i purposedly live with what-i-consider-as-basic-things so that nobody takkan jumpa any valuable items & that, would make the house less attractive... & that's the reason why i never longed for any LCD/LED tv... a safety precaution to live alone in the deserted quarters (oh, kiri kanan, atas, bawah xde penghuni except blok houseman yang hanya menyala lampu pukul 12 malam ke atas once in a while - same macam xde orang!)... scared? a bit, especially bila ade news regarding break out/baru kena pecah masuk)... but yes, being me, i can only live with the people that i feel comfortable to be with & that apply to semua benda - friendship & perhaps, relationship? heart is complicated & i bet, nobody boleh force me... fully aware the risk but hey, it's my life! no point ikut telunjuk semua orang but you yourself ____________... it's a puzzle that i never know nor i'm certain for future, sometimes is unpredictable...

weekend getaway

Nothing much... It's my hobby to document my getaway, although it's just a local trip...... & it seemed that i cant completely erasing the 'jalan-jalan' part.... last time was really a short trip but still, i enjoyed myself very much... Coupled with great travel buddies & the environment, it was my first weekend getaway.. i mean, i never plan any outing less than 2 days/strictly on weekend... & the tricks for such short getaway: go for the most adventurous part first & find a hotel near shopping territories! At least for adventure seeking like me - once the adventure was over, i'm already exhausted & not craving for more ....Killing 2 birds with one stone - enjoy to the max & once finished, went straight away to the hotel & shop till drop after that... The bonus: if your luggage wasnt enough, be the early bird on the next day... I didnt plan to shop much but when the price of the items were extremely cheap, it's hard to walk around & sight seeing without grabbing anything! All in all, although it was short, at least we covered the major part... & being the travel bug, since the gap for our connecting flight was few hours, i managed to escape to The Curve & IKEA Mutiara Damansara using the new coach... Bus from Subang Airport every one hour & it was a waste to spend time waiting at the airport since i know The Curve & IKEA are just less than hours' away!