down memory lane

addicted to late night's drama when i should & have to wake up early in the morning & continue the usual routine... the same place with different scenario & who would have thought that our decision to live in separate house was a blessing in disguise? despite the boring feeling when i live alone, sometimes i enjoy the tranquility of having a 'house' that can be considered safer than outside... maybe there were histories of few break out, but then, i was never harmed or met the culprits face to face - they just left signs of broken house through windows & i purposedly live with what-i-consider-as-basic-things so that nobody takkan jumpa any valuable items & that, would make the house less attractive... & that's the reason why i never longed for any LCD/LED tv... a safety precaution to live alone in the deserted quarters (oh, kiri kanan, atas, bawah xde penghuni except blok houseman yang hanya menyala lampu pukul 12 malam ke atas once in a while - same macam xde orang!)... scared? a bit, especially bila ade news regarding break out/baru kena pecah masuk)... but yes, being me, i can only live with the people that i feel comfortable to be with & that apply to semua benda - friendship & perhaps, relationship? heart is complicated & i bet, nobody boleh force me... fully aware the risk but hey, it's my life! no point ikut telunjuk semua orang but you yourself ____________... it's a puzzle that i never know nor i'm certain for future, sometimes is unpredictable...