kinda out of topic=)

A host of a programme ask few kids - sebutkan Rukun Islam... The kids dont know... Then, the host allowed to ask his mother .. The mother also dont know... Until the host give clue... & the next kids dont know, too... Malu giler rasanya... This happened in 'majlis ilmu' in Kelantan... I dont blame the kids My youngest sister pun budak kecik yang tak reti jawab jugak - i ask her masa tengah tunggu jawapan=) Tapi at least the mother should know... Tapi kesudian mother attend majlis sebegitu pun dah ok rasanya.... Just, i think this is something worth to share... I mean, i'm stnot married yet & i never thought about parenting=) i see my friends with kids, but i tak pernah fikir banyak pasal parenting... Made me thinking, parenting isnt just about giving food & 'love' to children... It involve 'spiritual' food as well... & the mother/mother-to-be should be prepared for that, long before get married... Guess that's why Prof Muhaya always mention "bahagiakan diri sebelum berkahwin kerana perkahwinan adalah medan memberi bahagia, bukan mencari bahagia"...

no idea

Haish... The frequency of being damsel in distress increasing lately... This time, no heroin available to rescue since this wasnt a woman's stuff...... Panic button pressed... Despite waiting calmly here, I cant pretend to be calm....

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random

Sometimes, outing, can be considered as therapy... Rather than letting mind wandering & err, feeling _______, it's better to 'see' the world! Although unplanned, i create my own record keluar non stop... Tambah drama sesat jalan sampai masuk kampung-mane-entah (err,my friend selalu drive - selalu jadi penumpang je, so when i was with someone yg susah nak ingat jalan, sesat jalan is unavoidable... end up lepak just few 'second' at a park sebab dah masuk waktu maghrib & then , continue dengan next plan.... Things tak smooth as expected, so we headed home.... Since my partner-in-crime lapar, we stop untuk makan kat tempat yang dia familiar.. Punyela lame tunggu sampai fed up, she cancel the order & we went to another place... Food yg dia nak makan xde, so we leave & went to the next station... Sadisnye kerusi dah kat atas meja(translated: CLOSED!), so terpaksa pegi tempat lain.... X jangka sampai 4 tempat singgah semata-mata untuk mengalas perut dia... & what i want to highlight is: hidup pun begitu jugak.. things dont go as planned, punyela usaha tapi akhirnye dapat benda lain..... when god say NO, takde sape yang boleh halang... Sama jugak, bila ditakdirkan sesuatu tu menjadi milik kita, sehebat mane pun usaha untuk mengelak, tetap tidak berjaya...

a fragment of life...

Too busy 'tumbangkan seekor lembu' during aidiladha till i forgot to highlight my hobby! It aint a secret that i love to travel... Although in simple layman term, the purpose of travel is to enjoy & taste the experience to its utmost,travelling, for me was more than that.. I dont deny that my aim varies, from a plain escapism trip (just to escape when i nearly suffocated & drowned in a toxic atmosphere - [once upon a time]) to just untuk enjoy life, herein lies another secret( bukanla rahsia sangat pun )... Call me ridiculous, but often, travel had been a way to whirl & turn me upside down with the abundance of 'nikmat yang tuhan kurniakan')... Translated, it gave me different perspective for things that i had taken for granted... Or to simplify it further, mengambil 'ibrah'(pengajaran) - tentang how smooth my life was.. at least balik je i realize my life tak la teruk sangat pun... Banyak lagi rezeki yang patut disyukuri... & usually, memang termaktub setiap orang mempunyai rezeki masing-masing - mane yg bertuah should be grateful... if not, tak bermakna somebody yang you rasa tak bertuah tu boleh dipandang hina... tentang rezeki- sesungguhnya cabang rezeki itu teramat luas... & err, maybe you think it's a laughing matter, but dont you think travel sebenarnya cara menghayati keindahan alam ciptaan ilahi & mengkaji/berfikir kebesaran ilahi? True, i may not qualified to quote hadis-hadis/ayat-ayat quran berkaitan, but dont you think, by looking at a different scenario/view, there was always something yang menunjukkan kebesaran ilahi? & lastly, visiting friend/relative - bukankah digalakkan menjalinkan silaturrahim? Ukhwah fillah, tak semestinya persahabatan kerana Allah itu terhenti jika berjauhan... What's more to someone like me yg suka reciprocating tender love & care pada sape yang treat me dengan baik & kind of malas layan jika dilayan buruk (just a general statemnt - i'm a human after all, i am not perfect & havent reach the phase untuk berbuat baik pada somebody yg treat me like a trash/ the hypocrite person yg buat baik depan orang je, tapi buat jahat dam diam)... What i want to say here is, nothing wrong with travelling here & there, as long as it's within our budget & means... Some prefer to save money, i respect that... But for me, what's the point of having enormous amount of money if hati selalu tak tenang? Recharge 'iman' by travelling, tak salah, kan?

aidiladha

Aidiladha this year teach me to be grateful with what i have... First, i'm healthy plus enjoyable moment with my bff! I dont expect dibawak ke tempat yang best-best sebab dah banyak kali pegi sane tapi everytime pegi, ade je tempat baru yg di-explore.. food & drinks pun best best... & plg x sangka pegi dinner kat puncak 'dunia' overlooking pool & suasana/deco tempat tu superb! Talking about health, bila tak sihat, sume nikmat hidup lain mesti rasa agak tak bermakna... 2nd, i still have family! & tak perlu jaga somebody yang sakit & terpenjara kat rumah tanpa boleh buat ape-ape aktiviti... Seriously, i cant imagine hidup dengan tak cukup tidur, penat layan karenah orang sakit, tak boleh keluar pegi mane-mane, xde relative/siblings yang same-same tanggung beban - dont think that i'm that strong to face dugaan seberat itu... I mean, i boleh hidup dalam boring, tapi untuk tanggung beban seberat itu, serius, angkat bendera putih awal-awal... & the conclusion is, hidup ini tak lebih dari roti, air & bayangan... Maka tak perlulah bersedih jika semua itu ada (ulang favourite quote from La Tahzan)

a quick update

Now i understand why big cities never fit me... Mau bankrap asyik jalan-jalan je everyday... & accidentally 'terrserempak' dengan big sales, memang mencabar keimanan untuk control shopping lust... Overall,it's a great trip to 'revive' my life... ever since terpisah dengan one of geng kamceng, life had been quite dull & boring... No man is an island, right? If A is busy, then B is available... If A, B are not available, then C is there... But when A, B, & C busy dgn life masing-masing, err, life jadi boring... As much as i tried my best to find a meaningful hobby, sometimes there's void in my heart=) just macam sape yg biasa couple tiba-tiba clash, it's the exact feeling when i 'lost' my friend... but no,dating wont be my option(& i hope it remains so).. Entahla, rather than just untuk escape from the big TAK LAKU tag, i prefer to be expensive... for sometimes fate is unpredictable... In one split second, hidup boleh berubah... & just like the unexpected 'turbulent journey', who knows there's another one yg betul-betul boleh melt my heart? Like i said before, i had nothing to lose dengan remains single... What others think isnt my problem because it's just me yang akan lalui hidup ini. - it's me yang script my own life.. & then, banyak lagi cabang rezeki lain selain soulmate...