reigniting hope

we'll never know what's next that God have in store for us... it's true that Man can only propose, God dispose but sometimes something came up in His own time... it's so surreal... i lose hope, but now it reignite... with wonderful sparks.. i plan for something, but god give me greater plan, albeit quite different tapi the storyline lebih kurang...... still long way to go, but for the time being, i'd love  to keep the option open... i can't say that it's 100% confirm, but i'm really grateful if this one plan succeed... had to sacrifice something, but not everyday this opportunity come... love my grandfather dearly, he took trouble to find his old book, 'bertulisan Jawi', when i asked him about something that he cant remember... Remind me of the good old days when i was still young & small - i love to read his Yellow, thick book with 'tulisan Jawi' that he always keep at the same coffee table or book shelf & that's where i read  & learned sirah Nabi : kisah nabi Nuh dgn kapalnya , kisah nabi Ibrahim yg dibakar api dll...