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having on & off pain dampen my daily activities.. it started in the morning but didnt completely resolved until now.. went to A&E yesterday, got injection, feel better for a while  but the pain resurface...despite got MC,  still 'gagahkan diri' to finish work.. TPN  is exclusive, not many pharmacists know about it unless was trained for specific amount  of time.. thus, it's hard to get replacement when 'the damsel in distress' situation arise.. the only option is to bother CDR  but he got his CDR  works to finish, too! plus, the triple burden for 3 public holidays is too much.. so, 'dgn seluruh tubuh macam kejang sebab tahan sakit, dgn panas sejuknya, x larat dan segala macam perasaan,  seluruh kudrat yg tersisa  dikerah untuk menyiapkan  kerja yg berbaki'...  berada dalam situasi sebegini,  i envy  teamwork by the chinese.. sorang sakit, berderet datang tolong..  sorang banyak kerja, yg lain pun turut sama  sibuk.. sorang balik lambat, yg lain  pun balik lambat jugak.. vice versa for the malay.. knowledge yg ada pun susah nak dikongsi, ape lagi giving reference books  yang memang  berlebihan.. tak masuk lagi klausa berkira dengan kerja, jealous  bila nampak seseorang macam tak banyak kerja, gosip sana sini dengan niat menjatuhkan orang lain, bila salah sikit hentam habis-habisan, bukan tolong betulkan balik, bila mintak tolong, bagi 1001 excuses dan macam-macam lagi.. tapi that's typical malay..  xde apa yg boleh dibuat sebab memang dah jadi tradisi kot.. x semua tergolong dalam kategori  typical malay, still ade yg ok..    my point for today is,  be grateful klu sihat walafiat & berada dalam komuniti yg harmoni - that's a blessing, yang tak ternilai harganya!