nothing

again, just a random ramble.. nothing much.. life goes on as usual.. i have wonderful friends @ clinic - those yg memang kind-hearted.. neighbours ok -i mean nearest clinic located out of Kelantan & the other one, not in the same district but still, they are ok! & nearest hospital is ok too.. the environment is okay, so it would be foolish for me to care on trivial matters.. but then, the simple philosophy - dont care about the people who dont even care about you still prevail!

friday mode

http://genta-rasa.com/2014/04/24/derhaka-dalam-cinta/#more-286b even though it's more to 'putus cinta', what attracted me : hamba meminta dengan keterbatasannya, Allah memberi dengan kesempurnaanNya!

event 17/4/14

3 month @ clinic & it was quite a hard task to raise awareness alone.. so, inviting 'otai' was an option ... i started with CME few days before the event (armed with the 'kenali Ubat Anda' slide), so that some had ideas why it's important to own a registered drug/medicine ( my humble opinion - not many healthcare professional had vast knowledge about medicines except pharmacist/pharmacist assistant/doctor/nurse/MA... & then, proceed with the plan to invite 'otai'... nowadays, music was another medium to share messages & 'dikir barat' 'bukanlah sesuatu yang asing di kalangan masyarakat setempat di sini sebab pendikir terkenal pun stay kat sini... & i remember very well, when i was still a child, there was an annual 'dikir barat' competition in my village (selain pertandingan gasing & persembahan wayang kulit)... so, choosing something 'yang memang x asing di kalangan komuniti di sini' should be fine... the committee agreed & 'persembahan berjalan dengan lancar' (maybe cacat sikit dari segi protokol sebab i dont even know the emcee!')... the response : overwhelming(at least for me) ! for the first time in my life, i hear YB say something about pharmacy/medicine (biasa VIP/VVIP highlight disease/doctor je dalam event yang melibatkan semua)... & some of the staffs yang busy during the event siap request the album from me! & ade jgk keluar ayat 'jonm layan dikir farmasi'!... maybe amongst the 2029 crowd(public) plus 200++ government staffs(selain kakitangan klinik), not all drop by dekat booth... tapi at least, the messages shared via the 'dikir barat' reached many people... the lyrics, from my personal point of view, memang padat dengan mesej berguna, bukan sekadar hiburan kosong... if i was a deejay @ any radio, i wont hesitate untuk putarkan mane2 lagu yang best kat radio.. boring layan lagu-lagu nasyid/rock/balada je =) btw, this wasnt an 'angkat bakul' post... just sharing my 2 cents' worth! credit goes to those involved in the event - be it pameran, ceramah / dikir farmasi)... my current clinic mungkin kecil, tp that's the best i can do to raise awareness... mungkin agak out of box panggil team yang biasa buat persembahan di tempat yang ekslusif, tp again, that's the option for the time being... kesudian mereka yang terlibat untuk datang sangatlah dihargai apatah lagi untuk event yang berbudget kecik(harapkan penaja dari segi item je)

Ulang tayang

http://m.facebook.com/notes/dawah-for-the-sake-of-allaah/hook-up-with-allah-allah-will-hook-you-up/159729480756008 One of my favourite article... Dulu, kini & selamanya =) yang kelihatan indah x semestinya tiada ranjau di tengah jalan & yang kelihatan berliku itu x semestinya tiada sinar bahagia pada akhirnya...

Universal

Living in a village & working in a clinic exposed me to ' universal' concept... Often, our community measure 'rezeki' through wealth - own trendy & up to date gadget/ accessories/clothes(including car), a luxury house, sometimes by the ability to tour/round the globe - Mecca, Paris & the list continue... Living in a village, sometimes, you get something for free ( strong 'ukhuwah' between neighbours) or maybe you pay something cheaper - translated, you got the same thing for different prices... & one of my friend hold her ceremony according to her taste but spend less - got discount for most of the items, pay just RM 1.50 for a fresh flower/rose (freaking cheap for a fresh flower, at least to me!) & relatives sponsor some of the items, thus reducing budget... & the best part, the ceremony fulfill her taste/dream! in this case, it wasnt your salary that mtters, it's your luck! & 'rezeki'!

it's my own choice

It had been 3 months... Some asked me how's clinic? My answer - as usual... The major difference is multitasking... At least for someone who used to work at major hospital, methadone in the morning, quit smoking service, dispense, counselling or supposed-to-continue MTAC need multitasking... Not to mention the monthly routine - 'reten' or any unexpected tasks... & it's back to basic diseases - dengue, DM/Hpt/other chronic diseases... Without experience in major hospital, i think i'll easily fall into the pharmacist turn PPF trap because the knowledge that i gained in previous years (outpatient, galenical, TPN & DIS) proved to be useful... so, my credit goes to all my 'teachers' in HRPZII, either directly or indirectly., be it big boss, bosses, pharmacists or pharmacist assisstants.. & also, i'm thankful to those who continue to help me especially when i asked something that i have no expertise/ had little knowledge in certain areas/field... like i said before, knowledges are infinite.. Lifestyle-wise, i dont think it need further elaboration - paying breakfast/lunch half than what i pay in KB, escape from being the only creature in the house, gain new friends ,new environment (beach/ calm atmosphere in a village near the river) - it's a calm life...

the riddle of MH 370

it need no introduction - how a big aeroplane vanished in thin air without any trace & still missing...remains a mystery ... i cant imagine the feeling of the people whose loved one 'gone without any trace' together with the plane... i mean, if someone perform umrah/ hajj, at least we know the risk - berisiko untuk 'pergi' samada dipijak semasa tawaf/berebut2 kucup jhajrul aswad/ certain diseases/ maybe problem di tengah jalan - weather/any other constraints... but in this case, i think, most people dont expect something will happen... they didnt have a proper farewell & assume that it's just a normal journey & they will reunite with them soon...but if it's a tragedy, then in a blink they lost their beloved one .. unexpected, beyond their imagination... surely devastating isnt the right word to describe their feeling... however, i love the phrase from Kapten Norudin Abdul Majid , a true 'profesional islam', " di mana sains berakhir, di situ kuasa Allah bermula...& hanya ada 2 cara untuk menemui mereka iaitu doa orang-orang soleh & doa ahli keluarga kerana mereka lebih beremosi"... dead or alive, his words symbolize 'kebergantungan kepada Allah dalam apa jua hal'..