of flood

i was in a foreign land (maybe not foreign for the rich lads), so i seize the chance to.get to know about the country more.. rarely online although almost all places provide free Wifi - the bus, the cafes, the hotels & so on... frankly speaking, after the 1st wave in Pasir Puteh, i thought the situation was better.. Wrong.. it turned to be the worst nightmare for other district.. flying at low altitude when approaching Pengkalan Chepa (because the weather is bad) , I had a rare opportunity viewing flood from the sky.. & as many already know, KB, from sky, look like a new island,surrounding by rivers & sea!! yeah, it was that BAD.. something that i never guess nor do something expected.. the reality struck me like a lightning.. this wasnt the worst flood in lifetime just for me, it was the worst nightmares to most of the victims.. what used to be a smooth road/the way from airport to my house, was a journey of 'Duck Tour' (resemble the amphibian vehicle @Duck Tour in Langkawi) - alternating road, water, road, water again & the cycle continue.. UMK students brought their bag, a mother with her baby struggling in the flood, to reach the main road (cold & 'sehelai sepinggang) & thousands of scenario that i havent face before... it's lucky that i arrived safely, but beyond that, i'm grateful that i made the decision to move to clinic (risk of being a flood victim @ kuarters if i still stay there - in the event of flood, i believe the Primum non nocere concept, indirectly - save the medicines to save lives).. talking about medicines, i remember having an uncle who got his supply of medications from Ipoh, but trapped in Kelantan because most roads are closed to light vehicles, coming to clinic to get his 'staple food @medications) but all i can do is offering alternative since clinic doesnt have the List A medications. & for the pregnant mother who had just having an episode of status epilepticus few weeks before, no alternative suit his condition, so, ringing the original hospital was the only option available.. Perhaps some doesnt realize the importance of saving medications in flood, but believe me, witnessing that two scenarios, that was a noble job- be the unsung hero who save lives or preventing emergencies when the hospital building was drowned.. , post flood, the food supply was scarce ( almost all food section in supermarket here are empty), people queing a long queue to get fuel @ petrol stations, most of ATM run out of money, at some places,the prices daily food/necessities spiking, & keep sky-rocketting

random ramble in the wee hours of morning

It's 4.23 am, not even a drop of rain outside & i dont know if flood still prevailed.. This was the worst flood season ever, in my lifetime, with the house of one of my relatives badly affected, & his 4WD went viral on whatsapp - sinking in one of the badly affected road& most of his important documents back home couldnt be saved, let alone his belongings.. Me? Coming home through a river of water alongside the road is scary & passing through the affected road with fear, is indeed the first experience in my lifetime since the roads to my house were never blocked.. Not going to ramble about flood since i believe there are hundreds that were badly affected.. my flight for advanced birthday trip was in less than 36 hours & i havent packed anything yet.. i dont know why, unlike the once a year trip previously, this one feels too ordinary... Maybe flood spoil the mood & the news from one of my travel partner were depressing, but who am i to complain when there were thousands struggling out there, because of a natural disaster.. Speaking of when the nature decide to be 'fierce'... Going to be a year older, all i want to say is, age doesnt matter... Go with the flow & enjoy the present, that was the ultimate goal for the time being.. perhaps i'm immune to expectations , so i dont care anymore if people say that i should get married & live the happily ever after tale... As long as i'm enjoying my life, who cares?? Getting to do whatever that i want without constraints, that was more than enough for me. What people say doesnt really matter because at the end, i'm the one that will face the consequences! on another note, i admire those who travelled a lot, both for vounteer works around the globe & vacation, but never boasted...exploring the world but still be humble... Having much adventures while still young but maintain humble because already taste much! Coupled with noble heart! Me? Limited experience & no volunteer works at all!

nothing

again, just a random ramble.. nothing much.. life goes on as usual.. i have wonderful friends @ clinic - those yg memang kind-hearted.. neighbours ok -i mean nearest clinic located out of Kelantan & the other one, not in the same district but still, they are ok! & nearest hospital is ok too.. the environment is okay, so it would be foolish for me to care on trivial matters.. but then, the simple philosophy - dont care about the people who dont even care about you still prevail!

friday mode

http://genta-rasa.com/2014/04/24/derhaka-dalam-cinta/#more-286b even though it's more to 'putus cinta', what attracted me : hamba meminta dengan keterbatasannya, Allah memberi dengan kesempurnaanNya!

event 17/4/14

3 month @ clinic & it was quite a hard task to raise awareness alone.. so, inviting 'otai' was an option ... i started with CME few days before the event (armed with the 'kenali Ubat Anda' slide), so that some had ideas why it's important to own a registered drug/medicine ( my humble opinion - not many healthcare professional had vast knowledge about medicines except pharmacist/pharmacist assistant/doctor/nurse/MA... & then, proceed with the plan to invite 'otai'... nowadays, music was another medium to share messages & 'dikir barat' 'bukanlah sesuatu yang asing di kalangan masyarakat setempat di sini sebab pendikir terkenal pun stay kat sini... & i remember very well, when i was still a child, there was an annual 'dikir barat' competition in my village (selain pertandingan gasing & persembahan wayang kulit)... so, choosing something 'yang memang x asing di kalangan komuniti di sini' should be fine... the committee agreed & 'persembahan berjalan dengan lancar' (maybe cacat sikit dari segi protokol sebab i dont even know the emcee!')... the response : overwhelming(at least for me) ! for the first time in my life, i hear YB say something about pharmacy/medicine (biasa VIP/VVIP highlight disease/doctor je dalam event yang melibatkan semua)... & some of the staffs yang busy during the event siap request the album from me! & ade jgk keluar ayat 'jonm layan dikir farmasi'!... maybe amongst the 2029 crowd(public) plus 200++ government staffs(selain kakitangan klinik), not all drop by dekat booth... tapi at least, the messages shared via the 'dikir barat' reached many people... the lyrics, from my personal point of view, memang padat dengan mesej berguna, bukan sekadar hiburan kosong... if i was a deejay @ any radio, i wont hesitate untuk putarkan mane2 lagu yang best kat radio.. boring layan lagu-lagu nasyid/rock/balada je =) btw, this wasnt an 'angkat bakul' post... just sharing my 2 cents' worth! credit goes to those involved in the event - be it pameran, ceramah / dikir farmasi)... my current clinic mungkin kecil, tp that's the best i can do to raise awareness... mungkin agak out of box panggil team yang biasa buat persembahan di tempat yang ekslusif, tp again, that's the option for the time being... kesudian mereka yang terlibat untuk datang sangatlah dihargai apatah lagi untuk event yang berbudget kecik(harapkan penaja dari segi item je)

Ulang tayang

http://m.facebook.com/notes/dawah-for-the-sake-of-allaah/hook-up-with-allah-allah-will-hook-you-up/159729480756008 One of my favourite article... Dulu, kini & selamanya =) yang kelihatan indah x semestinya tiada ranjau di tengah jalan & yang kelihatan berliku itu x semestinya tiada sinar bahagia pada akhirnya...

Universal

Living in a village & working in a clinic exposed me to ' universal' concept... Often, our community measure 'rezeki' through wealth - own trendy & up to date gadget/ accessories/clothes(including car), a luxury house, sometimes by the ability to tour/round the globe - Mecca, Paris & the list continue... Living in a village, sometimes, you get something for free ( strong 'ukhuwah' between neighbours) or maybe you pay something cheaper - translated, you got the same thing for different prices... & one of my friend hold her ceremony according to her taste but spend less - got discount for most of the items, pay just RM 1.50 for a fresh flower/rose (freaking cheap for a fresh flower, at least to me!) & relatives sponsor some of the items, thus reducing budget... & the best part, the ceremony fulfill her taste/dream! in this case, it wasnt your salary that mtters, it's your luck! & 'rezeki'!