random ramble in the wee hours of morning

It's 4.23 am, not even a drop of rain outside & i dont know if flood still prevailed.. This was the worst flood season ever, in my lifetime, with the house of one of my relatives badly affected, & his 4WD went viral on whatsapp - sinking in one of the badly affected road& most of his important documents back home couldnt be saved, let alone his belongings.. Me? Coming home through a river of water alongside the road is scary & passing through the affected road with fear, is indeed the first experience in my lifetime since the roads to my house were never blocked.. Not going to ramble about flood since i believe there are hundreds that were badly affected.. my flight for advanced birthday trip was in less than 36 hours & i havent packed anything yet.. i dont know why, unlike the once a year trip previously, this one feels too ordinary... Maybe flood spoil the mood & the news from one of my travel partner were depressing, but who am i to complain when there were thousands struggling out there, because of a natural disaster.. Speaking of when the nature decide to be 'fierce'... Going to be a year older, all i want to say is, age doesnt matter... Go with the flow & enjoy the present, that was the ultimate goal for the time being.. perhaps i'm immune to expectations , so i dont care anymore if people say that i should get married & live the happily ever after tale... As long as i'm enjoying my life, who cares?? Getting to do whatever that i want without constraints, that was more than enough for me. What people say doesnt really matter because at the end, i'm the one that will face the consequences! on another note, i admire those who travelled a lot, both for vounteer works around the globe & vacation, but never boasted...exploring the world but still be humble... Having much adventures while still young but maintain humble because already taste much! Coupled with noble heart! Me? Limited experience & no volunteer works at all!